Valentine’s Day To Do List

Pregame by getting 7 hours of sleep

Leave work by 5pm

Hit the Gym

Read February issue of Glamour Magazine

Ponder the meaning behind Celine Dion’s “Where does my heart beat now?” No seriously wheredoesmy heart beat now? Is it no longer in my chest? When did it leave? How am  I alive? Who took it?

Avoid listening to lovey dovey music as the lack of logic in the lyrics is killing me softly.

Add the Fugees “Killing Me Softly” to Valentine’s Day Mix on Spotify

Attend a Valentine’s Day party with other single mormons in their 20’s and 30’s and  pray it doesn’t get awkward.

Reconsider attending “Flirt Fest 2012”

Go to bed by 11

Regret posting this list

“I wrote the book on exposing yourself…”

I uttered this phrase in the lobby of the Boston Westin an hour ago while chatting it up with one of my all time favorite people, second only to his parents (they are kind of amazing). The phrase in context, refers to the fact that my buddy and I suffer from the same sickness, we don’t like to show our interest. It’s all about protecting the heart. Since those who can’t do teach, I have written the text book on how to show interest in someone. As I listened to myself give my buddy advice, I wondered if I would ever apply my own guidance to myself. As with everything else its always easier said than done, and since I pride myself on thinking that my heart shatters more easily than others ,I quickly pushed the thought of exposing my true feelings to my crush, out of my mind. Yet on the car ride home I thought about my New Year’s resolution to be a little more reckless… and I was like gosh darn it, I’m going to let my  true feelings show!! So here it goes…

Mmm wait…

So…

at the moment, I kind of *don’t like anyone enough to make such a public declaration and if I did I feel like it would be better received if it wasn’t posted on my blog. So lets say I did and then not do it…ok? cool.

Happy Valentine’s Day…have fun exposing yourself feelings.

 

*”don’t like anyone enough”- just because I don’t like anyone enough doesn’t mean I’m not currently interested in anyone…I would say ” you know who you are” but you probably don’t, hence the above post.